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Name: murdle "bert"
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 10/13/1983
Gender: Male


Interests: hobbies include smokin, drinking, getting a little krunk if you know what i mean. and yeah, just doing what any other normal college student enjoys doing. that is...normal being the key word.
Expertise: i am indeed a professional stoner and i take my occupation very seriously. whether it's blunts, joints, pipes, bongs, hookahs, ghost houses, or whatevers you'll have. i can do it all and love all of it. legalize!! haha.....
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Industry: Media


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Member Since: 7/12/2002

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Saturday, May 29, 2004

so yea, it's been another while and this chapter called chiangmai is about to come to a close.  i'm gonna be leaving soon.  can't really say when though, but soon.  next couple weeks kinda soon u know?  anyways.  i'm ready for change.  ready to get out of here.  ready to start something new, get a job, work my ass off, make some money, be legit.  yea....clean up my act and sober up.  start illustrating as well.  i'm gonna draw a comic.  gotta come up with some crazy concepts though...anyways, keep you posted.


Wednesday, May 19, 2004

Holy damn…so I told my parents about it all tonight.  Aobut the sex, about the alcohol, about the tattoo’s, about the drugs…damn, it’s a weird feeling, but I guess it’s something that they had to figure out eventually.  I don’[t know what’s going on right aboutnow but I’m sure it’s a shock for them.  Whatever the case, it’s pretty damn weird to get this shit off my shoulders.  I don’t know what to think.  But it’s pretty crazy, and I’m sure it’s gonna settle in during the morning when I wake up.  Whatever will happen then…damn, I wonder. 


Sunday, May 16, 2004

living a life so serene

peaceful to the point of insanity

the silence only emphasizes the head noise

the head noise only proves your pervertedness

open fields and pastures can be fun to romp around in,

but what fun is that if all you can chase are butterflies.

running with a companion is much more exciting.

but who's gonna find one here in this desolate wasteland?

people's true colors come out during times of need.

i talk, do you truely listen?  can the same be said backwards?

i guess i've dug my own grave and deserve this.

bitter-sweet living.  better than that sweet and low shit though right?


Wednesday, April 28, 2004

damn, it's been almost 4 months since i've posted in this thing.

disconnected for a third of the year....that's time.  how's everyone doing out there in the big bad world?  hope all's well.  that's all i can say...disconnected and left stranded on a desert island with nothing more than a small tree for shade.  isolation always depicted the same way in cartoons.  oh well....onto something else.  i've stopped posting in here cause i've got something up in http://www.myspace.com i think u gotta sign up to view other people's profiles and stuff but it's pretty cool.  i'm decidophobia.  so check it out.  sign in, sign on, add me to your friends list.  lets talk.  peace.


Saturday, January 10, 2004

so yea, back in thailand and i find myself with so much time on my hands.  don't know what to do....i wanna draw but i'm kinda bored of even that at the moent.  i guess i was just a bit spoiled seeing my friends and stuff....was havin good times hanging out and all that, but now i've got all this time and nothing to do with it.....oh well.  it's my holiday, i don't think i'm suppose to feel guilty about sitting round and doing nothing.....but i do....

oh well, i guess i'll figure some shit out.  i need to go to a temple....draw those, i don't know, we'll see what happens.



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